I have been struggling with this boring disease for some weeks now. Well, I really don't know how it started. Actually, I'v felt bad after I had a lot of pizza... but after that I have been coughing a lot. That really doesn't matter here, just trying to work out my English.
Well on the last days I have thought about meditating. Like, trying to think what I'v done along the day and this kind of stuff. I know, I know that sounds stupid or at least infant of my part, but that helps to deal with anxiety. Yeah, I had felt some last days, specially now that we have had tests all the weeks, and has been a while since I went to somewhere with my friends. I miss them.
So I thought about writing here as a part of my meditation. Right now I am listening to some Japanese folk music, I'v been puzzled about them again on this last days. No discussion that's influence of a friend of mine, but I also from an interview that I saw couple days ago. It was a Japanese doctor, a Nobel prize laureate to be more precise, and he was a 2nd dan black belt in Judo, and did a lot of sport while in college. So I thought, how on Earth he did got to graduate as a doctor and still balance the time to do those thinks. Well, after some superficial considerations it was obvious that I still had spent a lot of time on useless stuff (like writing here or staying on facebook, or reading some scientific article that would not help me in my work...not useless at all, of course, bot also not objective). And also this flu I had just got and my coughing are eating a lot of time and sleep. Hmm, I am not up to write anything anymore... Anytime later I will come back. Thanks for your time, blank paper, I really love you!